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[17 Jan 2007|12:18pm] |
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i've been feeling like i needed to write something on here...since you know doing this (writing stuff online) used to be pretty much the only reason i went to school...ok, not really but, i mean, it kinda is true to an extent. but anyways, im feeling really sentimental today, i mean, i kinda am everyday. but today i am a lot. i think its partially because i am in the library at shelton and it feels really weird to be here and have no jake, no porter, no ashley, no benji, and no dusty. its just really crazy. i feel kinda dumb about it all. but it makes me really sad. i mean, back in the good ole days when we all used to be really good friends. now, i barely talk to anybody. growing up sucks. i mean, in someways its really cool. but, not ever getting to see these people who really and truly did make a difference in your life, i mean, i wouldnt know half of the stuff i know now if it wasnt for ashley. and i would have only peed in my pants half the amount of times if i hadnt of met porter, or katie, or eryn. and then what if i had never have met jake?? man, thats insane to even think about, i mean, yea, he is my "boyfriend" but, really and truly even more than that he is totally my best friend. what would i do without him? i know i am being kinda silly, but, i miss you guys. lots. here i am in stinkin sheltons library crying, around all these people that i have know clue who they are...sometimes i really wish that i could go back in time and relive the things that make me so happy now that i didnt realize at the time. i dont mean to be so sappy. this just happened.
**NEW SUBJECT**
okay, i dont really have a new subject. i just kinda thought that might have. but i dont, so ill leave you with this... i really really dont want to take anymore days for granted. i mean, all these good times with these great people ive had are over, i mean, i cant dwell in the past...but, i can try to make everyday just as exciting as the last right? i love you guys.         
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[06 Jun 2006|12:25pm] |
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happy birtday to me!!!!!
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[03 Jun 2006|03:25pm] |
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3 days till my birthday!!!!!
06/06/06!!!!!!!!!!
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| well... |
[25 May 2006|06:46pm] |
no to kidney stones....but yes to large ovarian cyst.
thats what i got.
it hurts real bad.
X3 tonight...
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| fat people are lazy. |
[23 May 2006|09:20pm] |
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or at least thats what jake says....im i wrong for taking offense to that? well i do. and it makes me so mad....i wish the fat people would sit on all the skinny people and kill them. im serious. they have no idea....NO FREAKIN IDEA.
ugh.
so, now...on to me. the past week i have been dying of really bad pains. went to the doctor monday...he said he thought i had kidney stones...did some tests, found out today i have no kidney stones. last night was the worst night yet...i screamed and cried ALL NIGHT LONG. no sleep. and now. im still hurting and have no clue what it is.
pray please. cause it hurts...REAL BAD
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[26 Mar 2006|07:49pm] |
today has sucked....
i guess it can only get better right?
lets hope so
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[07 Mar 2006|12:02pm] |
 i got harry potter!!!!!! i got harry potter!!!!!!!! i got harry potter!!!!!! i got harry potter!!!!!!!! i got harry potter!!!!!! i got harry potter!!!!!!!! i got harry potter!!!!!! i got harry potter!!!!!!!! i got harry potter!!!!!! i got harry potter!!!!!!!! i got harry potter!!!!!! i got harry potter!!!!!!!! i got harry potter!!!!!!
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| ok...valentines day = amazing! |
[15 Feb 2006|11:03am] |
let me just say that i have the most amazing boyfriend in the entire world!
i love him so incredibly much.
more later on how perfect yesterday was.
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| stole from kt |
[13 Feb 2006|11:53pm] |
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1.) Single or Attached? Attached
2.) Valentine's Day? Romantic or Ridiculous? i'd say a bit ridiculous...but i dont care cause i have jake and miniature elvis'
3.) Last Date? with jake.....johnny rockets and barnes and noble...how wonderful it was (our four months!)
4.) Best Date? my first date with jake that i considered a date but he didnt...it was last january. he paid...i say it was a date
5.) Flowers or Chocolate? i have to say...i love flowers
6.) Simple and heartfelt or extravagant and expensive? heartfelt
7.) Ideal Valentine's Day? i will have it tomorrow. ill be with my jakey jake jake jake
8.) Who do you want to be your Valentine? duh. anakin skywalker.
9.) Most romantic song on your playlist? ummm....she thinks my tractors sexy
10.) Most romantic movie? When Harry Met Sally (it's mine and jakes story)
11.) Best Valentine's Day Gift Given? me
12.) Best Valentine's Day Gift Receieved? well, i just got it. a miniature elvis standup...hilarious!
13.) Best Valentine's Day Memory? dont know yet...twill happen tomorrow
14.) Valentine's Day Plans? whatever we do...it'll be fun
15.) Your definition of love? doo doo
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| had to get a new phone.... |
[07 Feb 2006|09:22pm] |
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yea. so i had to get a new phone cause i broke my other one and now i dont have anybody's number. if you have mine please call me so i can have yours......THANKS!
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| thanks caleb..... |
[07 Feb 2006|12:41pm] |
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this morning, i went to my health class to take a test...and the teacher says "do i know you? are you in this class" yea. that was the first time that has ever happened to me. jake has been one more time than i have and she knew who he was. so what? so ive only been three times this semester. i still did ok on the test. but, i just wanted to tell caleb, that i think i better go to this class a little more often than he told me to....haha.
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| like Mel Gibson said, in the wonderful movie Braveheart " FREEEEEDOOOM!!!!" |
[20 Jan 2006|09:59pm] |
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the new barlow girl cd....AMAZING |
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Aslan has now arrived and breathed the breath of freedom upon me and now i am no longer a statue confined to the white witch's castle...aka STARBUCKS!
That's right you read correctly, for the past year and a half i have been held prisoner in the land of target, enslaved to slavery at the place we call starbucks. My journey was a good one when it started, with holly, john, lindsey, caleb, rocky and etc...it WAS a fun job, a place to get away from school. to sing, laugh, dance, play wagers, and serve good coffee at the same time. but, as time went by, this fun place became hell, a nightmarish land, a place where you couldnt laugh or smile, have a good time or even talk to the coffee drinkers. but, its over. fun while it lasted (for the most part) i feel so much better now. like a TON of weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. i feel like darth vader turning back into anakin, frodo finally throwing the ring in the fire, like harry potter killing voldemort in book seven (which hasnt happened yet but will, hopefully), like marissa being free from oliver. i feel alive like...like...like JESUS! I just want to run down the streets (yeah right, but you get me FGFL!) run down the streets screaming IM FREE!!! im so happy.
but, dont worry. i know you are thinking. "april, you cant quit...you have no job now" but, au contraire, my dear friends. i, april rigsby, will be working at a dentist office. yep. nights and weekends off!!! HALLELUJAH! and good pay too. kinda makes me feel like caleb. leaving starbucks to go to a dental thing...but mine isnt a lab, its a place where you work on REAL teeth, not fake ones. and plus, ive done this before, so i know ill like it!
ahhh...happiness consumes me.
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| Happy times together we’ve been spending, I wish that every kiss was neverending.... |
[04 Jan 2006|02:06pm] |
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beach boys "wouldn't it be nice" |
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well, this is gonna be mostly a picture post. but, i have had so much fun the past few days (despite the downfalls...and there were many.) jake and i had such a blast in georgia, i dont think that either of us wanted to come back. but we had to. we did new years with his family, opening it up with a "friends" and "the oc" trivia games....ummm the other night we hung out with ashley (lots of silly fun) and took pictures. i just wish benji could have been there. then, last night we went up to montevallo to see my long lost best buddy katie lewis and her boyfriend (very awesome might i add) greg. these are just a few pics from the past week or so.
( so much fun, so little time... )
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[30 Dec 2005|10:29pm] |
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i don't want to go home.
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| Honey, I'm a prize and you're a catch and we're a perfect match...... |
[25 Dec 2005|11:53am] |
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after many, many, MANY tears...i made the decision to go to the big town of OCILLA, GA friday, to see my mommy for christmas. man i am so much happier now. yes, i miss jake and maymay...but they will be down on wednesday.
thanks for the CHRISTMUKKAH MIRACLE!!!!
merry christmas!!!
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[19 Dec 2005|11:57pm] |
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i think im gonna need a christmakkuh miracle
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| wake me up when DECEMBER ends... |
[18 Dec 2005|04:58pm] |
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i feel like i could really use a big katie hug/cry, an eryn walk/talk, or an ashley talk/cry. or anybody else......
i need a change. im tired of running away. im weak. i need a change. a revolution even.
i hate death...im so scared of it. i wish it would go away and leave me alone.
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